It seems of late, I'm in a perpetual state of heart-broken. Nothing ever seems to go as I would wish. I was hanging out with some friends of mine, and there was a single moment where everything just hit home. I hadn't realized until today how lonely I really am. I long to share the depths of my emotions with someone, but alas, no one is there to hear my anguish. I lead my existence between conversations with the one I adore, knowing not whether she feels the same... if she feels anything at all. Honestly, I wish I could just fall asleep, and wake up to find everything better again. I know, however, avoiding the situation won't help me a smidge.

Anyways, just needed to get that out.